damn

tikko iesāku domu..

how long i have to writte if i wanna writte a book, a book about my life…;

right now its full of bullshit,… of nothing.. OF NOTHING. but and if.. ii have no idea what to writte. actually i do,

i do know that im 22 years old, i have had a huuuuge bad expierence in my life..but im full of luck and after thaat i feel kinda happy. only thing what i hate about my life is that that i have no idea what to do nnow. I came back from Canada almost 2  1/2 weeks ago. i staid in london for a week, have been partying back in latvia all other time.. and now? I DONNO.

i could take a risk and go and try to live with my ex boyfriend.. but its too scary.. i have no idea how to do that and/or he is serious..i dont wanna feel pain… i have lived my last 2 or more years easy/like a guy donzhuan only cause i dont wanna feel sad, i dont wanna be hurt.i had tons of fun. i made a lot of bad decissions. and … i dont feel bad about it, cause i dont think about it now too..i bet noone serious person not gonna read this.. – but U SHOULD MAKE A MOVIE ABOUT ME!

I am a trouble, crazy girl who always is in aadventures- doesnt matter if its good or bad. now im at home and im wondering… what to do…. should i run somewhere around the world. should i calm down..

i dont thiink im ready for…i have no idea what is that what im ready for.

holy shit! sorry about my language.. but i svear sometimes a lot.

ill slow down… ill think about my this thing – ill writte my thing and now i remembered how to put all thoughts together… thanks to my latvian language teacher…

be ready guys,.. if u like some true things about real life, real people – you will be able to read it soon.

SEX, DRUGS N ROCK N ROLL!!! <- if I would find this out before someone else it could be tha name of my all story… but ill came up with smth more specific!

Be Patiente my friends!

~ by zaplesa uz Aprīlis 20, 2011.